S'more Kicks III

These my newest family members
and i was lucky as hell to get them
True Story

My "silverados"

L B Dub

i guess no one told bowwow his career was over 8 yrs ago..but look at him now

Famous Chilli's Song (LOL)

So me and wally are still together.
*Happy Face Activated*
but there's a looming shadow growing larger and larger over
our relationship
that shadow is the deadline
i dont like thinking about when he leaves
it makes me anxious
and then i start obsessing over the negative instead of the positive
*Sad Face Activated*
so its june now
and i havent spent time with him
because our schedules constantly conflict with one another
i cant help but to feel lonely
july will be here
then august
then
nothing
its like this big ass black hole in my future
and im steadily drifting right towards it
but what do i tell him?
i dont want to nag him and make him feel like he's doing something wrong
he's not
this is just unfortunate circumstances
story of my life
i just wish i had more time

i want my baby back(repeat 7x) lol
that is all

S.M.F.H

I just had a conversation with Wally
and he says "I understand u felt attacked and you were and you were justified but why let him (N.I.K.E) bring you down?"
i say "because that muthafucka stepped completely out of line"
wally says "spewing this kind of hate just proves you still have strong feelings for him..it may not be love, but you and i both know Hating someone takes the same effort and diligence as loving someone"
and that hits me

but before i go on let me show and tell yall what transpired between me and little timmy last night

i was on twitter doing a trending topic on twitter called #deathto..here some of what i said

#deathto old women whose wigs are cocked to the side like its a fitted
#deathto uggs in hot ass weather
#deathto niggaz who keep failing at trying to have swag
#deathto reality show celebrities.. They aren't actors
#deathto to females who wear flipflops and have crusty ashy heels
#deathto niggaz who wear their hats so much that it starts to stink..eww

random shit that i either saw on the bus or things that i thought were funny when i see strangers do it..i must have wrote atleast 10 of 15 and then i went to check out my new followers and little timmy was one of them so i read his twitter (Bad Mistake..i mean i dont read his blog myspace or facebook but i decided to read his twitter *dumb face activated*)
and i see these recent #deathto tweets that were clearly shots at me..for ex:

#deathto pepsicola. <---- My alias
#deathto Those Who Wish Death On Me. Many Men!! Lol
#deathto Golden Dolphins. That Shit Is Tuna Fish. Lol <----My shoes
3deathto petty b****es that just...ah hell, #deathto petty Chicks Period. Fuck Em All
deathto girls who attack niggas for no reason
#deathto DC's, Adidas, Puma,s And Troops <----I wore dc's that day
#deathto Those Who Can't Realize A Trying individual

ANd im thinkin to myself WHAT THE FUCK..im gettin blasted on here and its totally unprovoked..but i try to calm down...i say "maybe im overreacting"
so i continue my random trend and check back later
so 15 mins go by and i check it.. and he's still going but one tweet he wrote was uncalled for and completely insulting

#deathto Women With Testosterone Overload

i've had enough at this point..i was not going stand idle to this onslaught..so i fired back and i pulled no punches:

#deathto niggaz who sit on a portable toilet seat to use their computers
#deathto niggaz who bitch and moan more than middle aged women on her period
#deathto niggaz who apparently are too small for a regular condoms
#deathto big ass niggas with seasame street shirts
#deathto niggaz who try to boo love on the house phone but then their grandmothers cut in and embarrass them
#deathto broke ass niggas with prepaid plans

and he kept going:

#deathto fasle Promises
#deathto Twitter Beef. I'm Full. lol
#deathto Niggas and bitches. Noone In Particular. Just Niggas And Bitches
#deathto Bitches Showing They True Colors No Wait...Keep Going!!!!
#deathto Narcissists
#death To Twitter Beef. If Shit Was So Aggy. Than Just Say It. Duh Nigga
#deathto Airing Out Dirty Laundry. I'm Soooo Humiliated!!!! Lol
#deathto Nostalgia http://twitpic.com/70u33 oops!
I'm Just Saying Though, #deathto A Potentially Weak But Productive "Friendship"
#deathto Those That Make Themselves the Victim. Oops Wont Contradict MySelf With That One. Right? Lol
#deathto Our Past http://twitpic.com/70ur5
#deathto More Twit Beef. What's Your Objective? It's Clear We'll Never Be Friends.

and i went even harder:

#deathto niggaz who get a gf just to feel better about hisself then breaks her heart when he's through using her
#deathto niggaz that live vicariously through his best friend..smh
my bad...not live through him...just jealous of him...so sad
#deathto niggaz that cant even finish community college...smfh
your right #deathto subliminals your right @Mr_Heartbreak.. all of those last tweets were about @MartianChild..attackin me for nothing bitch
#deathto niggaz cryin in their best friends basement about what they want so bad but just isnt man enough to get
and his friendship sux...who wants to be friends with a 5 yr old pigtailed bitch
o and #deathto his crusty ass lips
#deathto settling..i'll never relax my standards for a below average nigga again

come to find out..he started all this over over my tweet #deathto niggaz who wear their hats so much that it starts to stink..eww..there he goes again..thinkin im writin stuff about him again..he obviously is still unaware that my life does not and will not revolve around him..He assumed i took a shot at him and now look what happened but its my fault..i shouldnt have let him follow my twitter in the first place

I've felt indifferent about him for quite sometime now but now i just cant stand the nigga..and i wish i could get back to that indifference but he has thoroughly pissed me off once and for all and killed any type of love or care i had for him before last night.

Its dead...Six feet Under
i dont like to be attacked online
if your ass had a problem with what i wrote you should have addressed ME about it
not the internet
This type of juvenile behavior is sickening and im angry that i let him drag me down to that level again
but i know my mistakes and i wont let them happen again
obviously having access to my social networks is too much for you to handle
so be gone with you

this time for good
no alotted time passed will ever make me forgive or forget this internet slander and atrocity

that is all

Because I Could

so im at work listening to drake's "best i ever had"
and there are so many variations of this song with him and other ppl
so the version i was listening to was with nicki minaj
now dont get me wrong..i support her cuz she has my name lol
and she isnt that bad of a rapper
but i felt i could do better
so i wrote a verse
it might be better..it might not
oh well

that is all

"I'm the best u ever so baby stop lookin
And ladies don't even bother cuz this man's tookin
I mean taken
As in he takes me on vacations
And he just loves to spend on me the money that he's makin
He takes me dynamic places
And we discover indigenous races
Things u could not envision with ur imaginations
And it was so amazin
Internationally trailblazin
And I'll send u a postcard whenever the scenery changes
I'd love to see ur faces
Because I know it will be the Kodak of hatin
And that's ok
Cuz his love for me is blatant
And flagrant like a powerful fragrance
And I'll forever sing all his praises
My love for him is out this world so get ur spaceships
If u bitches wish to compete with me
But we are not made equally
U r not even considered to be his pedigree
Ur thermometers could never get to my degree
But u insist
On trying to get his attention
But he dismissed
You now I think u should desist
Cut out ur bullshit
And if u don't then u will be evaporated like the mist
And I'll tell ur family u'll be missed
Like the dearly departed
He is flyer than a comet
And I'm right on his tail
Like a tuxedo garment
Together we are like a supersonic
And we'll be richer than bill and his electronics
Our relationship is bionic
And we go together than the words in hooked on phonics
He gives me what I want and I dont even ask
And he can have whatever
Anything he never had
And money is no object
Even if he never got it
I would be happy if he had nothin but lint in his pockets
And we can weather any danger
And he works the dick better than exotic male entertainers
he puts the law down so i'll keep his retainer
And when he's in I grip him tighter than a bullet in a chamber
But these greedy bitches will never waiver
And with a man like that could I really blame her
But maybe he'll go for her because Stranger
Things have happened
And if he wants to leave me Then I won't stop from him from packin
When he goes off to be with all the rest
I'll remind him what he whispered all those nights layin on my chest
He said I'm the fuckin best"