For My Better Half

i dont have my bank card
so i cant buy stuff that will make you feel better
but i would if i could
because your my best friend an i love you

so get well soon yogi!!!!!

The agony of St. Agnes

It's not secret that I really don't like my job
I only tolerate it..why??
Because it's an easy job and I'm sure to get some nice glowing references out of it.
I got no problems with my supers or their bosses
and like I said the job itself is dumb easy..

So what are my quams??
The co workers
the top three headaches are
1. The gossiping biddies
2. That big bitch
3. That big nigger

now those gossiping biddies have been a pain forever
if they don't know something about u then they make it up
and then expect u to still be nice to them afterwards
they got no respect yet they want you to give it to them
they are jealous old broads that are just mad that ur young
while they have wasted their adult lives there

that big bitch..she's the new girl who came in acting like she worked
there for 10 yes already
she's acts like she knows it all
but she's as dumb as a sheet pan and as wide a walk in refrigerator
and slow!!!!!!
For no damn reason
and she talks too much
and trys to say smart ass shit To you on the sly
and worst of all
she's conceited with absolutely no reason

that big nigger is.... Ha
I won't say his name but it ain't hard to figure out
after our long convoluted history..
I just do feel like walkin in and seeing him there
cuz quite frankly I don't even want to share the air with with him
and if I just have to base it off of the fact that things just didn't work out
then it wouldn't really be a problem just alittle awkward
but it's all the extra shit that pissed me off that I have a problem with
everytime I'd feel indifferent about his existance
he'd pull some nonsense that would activate a
* no this muthfucka didn't* look on my face
so I want him out of my life..
Because shit ain't never gonna be nothing but hostile between us
at least until I become indifferent again
I want every trail of him scrubbed from my mind and memories
but that's hard to do when I have to be in the same vicinity with him at least three times a week

so work is baby back bullshit
if it wasn't for @ms_qt @natashiazahar @marieharmony
I'd prolly be bored and angry more than I am most of the time.

St agony blues

ps
this was written on my iPhone biiitttccchhhheeesss
yup there's an app for this here

that is all

On Blast

I hate when people put their pitiful insignificant two cent opinion into a situation where it is unwarranted.

And on that note
Dear Tim, Fuck You
Is this your idea of the proper way to mend fences with me? By writing yet another erroneous blog??

smh...

You have no say or importance in what goes on in mine and Garrons's friendship. It's not your place to speak on it. Your not entitled to it. You know nothing about it except what he told you in a fit of anger.
It was great of you to listen but when you decide to intervene with nescient blogs that's when you've over stepped your boundaries.
You shouldn't fix your lips or fingers to criticize anything about me. Especially when you yourself are trivial and ill equipped.

How dare you judge me.

You don't like the word friend because you don't know what it is or how to be one. You trust no one and you don't know how to properly love anyone but yourself (sometimes).
You don't offer anything except for a headache.
You don't have stimulating conversations with anyone except for blasé topics and then you ramble on and victimize yourself.
You are self serving.
You only want friends when it benefits you
And when things dont go your way , you use infantile behavior to serve your purpose.
You care more about your damn raggedy shoes then actual people.
You shouldn't be giving Garron any type of life advice because all you do is eat away your money and then burn off calories by playing guitar hero
Two months ago Garron was stable and had goals I just don't want him to lose sight of who he is and want he wants.
You don't know those things about your damn self and you're still where u were in high school
Garron is younger than you. You should be a role model for him
but instead your a perfect example of what not to be.
Garron will grow into greatness while you fade into his shadow
Until you get your shit in perspective and become something in life,
Something more than what it is you are
don't sully Garron with your superfluous opinions
and don't you fuckin dare ever critique me in a blog again

If you got something to say act like the big ass man that you weigh and voice that shit to me
Instead of firing a shot then hiding behind the proverbial skirt.

That IS All

MTV fail

so mtv dropped their hottest mc's of 2009 list

1. Jay-Z
2. Lil Wayne
3. Drake
4. Kanye West
5. Rick Ross
6. Gucci Mane
7. Young Jeezy
8. Fabolous
9. 50 Cent
10. Raekwon

Im somewhat bewildered by the names on this list..
but then again this is mtv we are talkin about here
its more about the media coverage than music

i'll agree with their #1,3,4...but the rest is a mystery to me

lil' wayne didnt put out anything substantial..so it must be about the stunts he's been pulling at his shows i.e singing drunk and high, dry humping his female new artists or bringing preteens on stage for "every girl"

Rick Ross?? all that nigga did was get embarassed by 50 cent with his baby mama and do a belly flop on stage..he put out an album but nothing to put him in any top ten

GUCCI MANE???!! i hate this nigga..i cant stand his voice or his face...he is the greasy fatty cholesterol that will clog the arteries of hip hop

As for young jeezy,fabolous, raekwon and 50 cent..i dont see what they did that earned them top ten..i guess maybe it was alittle more than most.

And to be fair..Kanye didnt really do much music wise..Just make an ass out of hisself

No eminem?? nope cuz he went in on mariah and their lowly employee nick cannon so that cant support em
And why no T.I.?? thats the only nigga i know whose supposed to be in jail but pops up with new singles from an up coming album and gets photo'd at parties and games.

Dear MTV, just because vibe is going under doesnt mean u have to pickup the torch for bad hip hop list..but i do thank you for not mentioning souljaboitellem