Heartbreak...Its a motherfucker..and i've had it too many times..and this last and most recent one is the one that probably really fucked with my chi..observe:
the memory of you still haunts my mind
the illusion of what should have been
echoes in my heart
i feel....no i don't feel
the warmth of your love has left me
cold and hollow
the empty shell of the organ that
provides me life
is now vacant and engulfed in silence.
what good is it if you no longer reside
there?
what use is it if it can no longer beat
for you?
my mind is in a catatonic state
forever frozen in the way we were
trapped in the never ending cycle of us
our love, timelessly preserved in one
perfect picture
the muscle that wills me to live is
depleted
resting in the dark hole of depression
your smile no longer revitalizes it
your touch no longer energizes it to
continue
what good is it if it can not anticipate
your arrival?
What use is it if it is only plagued by
your departure?
I feel...yes i do feel
grief is what is left
it agonizes me, it is a skewer through
my soul
what good am i if i cannot be with you?
what use am i if cannot love you?
my place is lost in this world if it is
not by your side
my vision is meaningless if it can
no longer look into your eyes
my life has no destination if you are
no longer its guide
my sense of smell is pointless if your
tantalizing scent is denied
death would be merciful if i cannot
have you while i am alive
for you not to love me is the quickest
way to my demise
its you...always you
the battery of
my life
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