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so I've been up since 6 am.
My mother has a bad habit of waking me up
And talking to me before she goes to work
But this time I couldn't go back to sleep
Things were on my mind
Things that I'm not sure I can do anything about
Mainly because I might make those situations worse
It sucks being useless
O well...that's the hand I was dealt
My HBK advisor has told me to stay away from someone
To not have any communication
Because it might make the case worse
I understand that
But I haven't followed it
In fact, I've had several conversations with them
Nothing horrible has happened
I see no relapse
I think it's in the past
So why dwell on it
Why not speak to them
Maybe this time they will believe I actually care
It's under different circumstances now
So why not see if it will turn out better
I see
It's because I have someone else to consider
I don't see that as a problem
He knows where he stands and he's comfortable there
So why not mend broken fences in my free time?
As long as the new fence doesn't block my new path
Yeah I know
Build along side of the path
I get it
I can handle that
I think