April's Fool

sigh...
I've had this feeling all day
this feeling of..
regret i guess idk
i just keeping wishing would someone would run up and scream APRIL FOOLS to me
telling me the last few months have been one big prank
and things would get back on track
but no one is gonna do that
it has occured to me that i haven't written any poems lately
mostly because i've had this writer's block called stress
the stress is gone but the block is still there
i feel like i need to write
but i've said everything i needed to say
everything i could say
everything but one question
why couldnt he just believe me in the first place?
there..so it is written lol
so now its time to move on...

haha Wally just sent me Gotcha!!
yeah i wish it were that easy...

Which reminds me
i need some new male friends
i guess i've scared most of them away
that and the others went off to the service
all i got now is wally and oryan
and maybe even......no i dont think he'll be speaking to me anytime soon
so i need new ones

now accepting applications