Thursday, May 7, 2009

My Foolish Heart

i've tried for the past month to
smother out these growing feelings for my wally
but the simple fact that i see him as "my wally"
tells me just how far gone i've let myself get
i mean he leaves in july
why start something that will end abruptly
but why miss out on the happiest months I could have
a wise man told me "distance myself or get into a relationship and get my heart broken"
admitting that there will be heartbreak means there will be love
there already is

i've tried..
i really have
but he's spun his web
and im trapped in it
so i guess i'll make the best out of the months to come
and hope that the memories will be enough to sooth my aching heart when he's gone
but its hard to deal with the fact that something that is hand crafted perfectly for you
something so natural and effortless
is so short lived
but the motto of my life is
"i'll take what i can get"..and that shit works for me..and i know i can get him
point is
I love him
and my foolish heart wont let me
turn my back on that fact

1 opinions:

TheUncoolestKidd said...

Real talk homie, Pepsi just weigh everything out ok. Listen, they say, "It's better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all". Ok. Real talk, those motherfuckers lied. Can you honestly see yourself going through another heartache? Answer that question yourself. And don't try to hit me with your pride talking. I know the truth Pepsi and there is no need for you to try to hide it from me OR yourself ok. Just, weigh everything out before you make a drastic decision. That's all I ask.

-Mr. Heartbreak