Forgive Me First Love But...

I recently discovered that my 2nd boyfriend (the first boy i fell in love with) is
HIV positive

I found out from a mutual acquaintance who used to be a good friend of mine
she used to be
until i found out she has a taste for my sloppy seconds
(she even tried to take the meal while i was eating it)
Well these cold leftovers happened to be old and tainted
now she might have food poisoning

oh well
silly rabbit..trix are for kids

so she tells me as if to say that i might have it too
huh?
because your ho'ish ways might finally make you pay the ultimate price
i have to suffer too?
no fly boo
eX was nearly 5 yrs ago
you should have got papers on your mutt before you laid down and picked up his flees
my paper got more negatives signs on it than a subtraction quiz
and they're recent
so I'll enjoy my health while you worry about yours
does that sound harsh?
oh well thats ur personal opinion that means nothing to me

as for you ex,
i told you the day we broke up : "i hope you get beat the fuck up by a STD"
well it looks like its happening
if you would have just been faithful..and a better personality..and a better body...and have been a different person all together..im sure we could have worked out

but alas..you are there and i am here
forgive me if i don't give you some comforting words..some uplifting speech..some inspiration
because you never once gave it to me

God have mercy on your soul