third love

this song is called first love by ADELE
And it speaks to me
It fits my situation
Except for the phrase first love
So I changed it to third love LOL:

So little to say
But so much time
Despite my empty mouth
The words are in my mind
Please wear the face
The one where you smile
Because it lightens up my heart
When I start to cry
Forgive me third love
But I'm tired
I need to get away to feel again
Try to understand why
Don't get too close to change my mind
Please wipe that look out of ur eye
It's bribing me to doubt myself
Simply cuz it's tiring
This love is dried up and stayed behind
And if I stay I would be a lie
And choke on words I'd always hide
Excuse me third love but we're through
I need to taste a kiss from someone new
Forgive me third love but I'm too tired
I'm bored to say the least and I,I lack desire
Forgive me third love
Forgive me third love
Forgive me third love