secret agent man

so my ex
(the good one not 'X')
Left for training yesterday
Some special forces stuff I guess
And he will be out of complete contact for close to 9 months
Leaving behind his devoted girlfriend
Yes girlfriend
You may think
"damn if these two were so in love how come he got over you so quick"
Well..I sorta pushed him to
But that's a different story
So I wonder to myself
Could I have done it?
I feared this day forever that lifestyle
I didn't want it I was afraid I couldn't handle it
But yo girl can
So why couldn't I?
Then I realize..
I'm too stubborn paranoid and jealous for that
And somehow that comforts me
It let's me know that at least someone will be there to support him in the ways I can't
So u go be the best secret agent man u can be
And I will keep the promise I made you before you left

Godspeed soldier boy